Helahel

METTI

22 - Shia

Gilan/Bandar e Anzali, Iran

Sep 12, 2019 22:29

well seemingly i have to put the ups and downs in this box but honestly i shouldn't be the one to mention the ups because it might get exaggeration at some points well here we go ... i kinda have a perfectionist mind which sometimes can be a bit hard to deal with and worst of all it sometimes make a person to quit some of his or her interests
a lot thing changed for me in past few years ... i used to be this selfish person who kind of had a cynical view and i also did practice islam full time! but i had no idea about what i was saying or what i was doing until suddenly things changed just as prophet(PBUH) said those prayers
saved me , regardless of how imperfect they were ... well I'm not saying they are now! , making the story short i started to take the practice more seriously . now there is the kinda new me a real newbie who thinks of him self as a saint and at that point i still had the selfishness and pride , and that caused me some real downs but God didn't stop there he made the path easier for me the toufigh and i kept going which
brings us to this point . well with trusting in God and resorting the 14 innocents and keep trying i made to this point and still have a lot ahead which i think I'm gonna need help with and that is why i thought it might be the time to start thinking about a partner . i really enjoy to talk to my spouse about these matters , like a family therapy and i think if the she is the right one i can start to open up myself a little
bit more.

p.s. yeeaah ... i know it got a little too much to go through but please try to , if you are willing to take the next step.