Salam Alaikom,
I’ve spent a few weeks in ICU, so I very well know how to value souls. I now have clearer goals in life with a focus on hereafter. I’ve been having a great life in terms of family and everything else but as I’m very conservative and hardly meet any men therefore my love life has always been a disaster. Although my siblings and I have been having all the fun that life has to offer but romantically I’ve lived a lonely life and had no support during my journey, during my sickness, time and life slipped by so quickly and I realized that I’m going to be 36 soon. I’d be very happy to find someone wise and supportive, I hv always craved the companionship of my soulmate that my lord has destined for me, I’m not sure if I’m meant to meet him in this life, but if we do it would be great starting a family together. Life is short anyway.
I’m simple and not at all career oriented, I studied engineering &business and just tried utilizing the time and ideas that my brain keeps coming up with and ended up being a startups entrepreneur in tech, e-commerce &travel.
I’m not much into TV etc so During all these years I also got enough of time to ponder, I studied many religions thoroughly. Although I was born to muslim parents but islam entered my heart about 10 years ago. I was a different person 10 years ago lol, I was someone who would jump on the footpath to make a Uturn if I saw traffic ahead. The more impatient I was, the more I was tested for my patience. I realized that being born to muslim parents do not make one a Muslim, Islam is a state of the soul, only those who try to find their lord can find Him, no matter born or converted Muslim. Since I found islam, I found a purpose, a light, it gives meanings to my existence. My life, my choices, my schedule everything revolves around it. Although i do not wear a full time headcover as of now, but Islam is my everything, I keep my pillars, don’t belong to any sects and cannot imagine a life without islam, ya rabb cause me to die as a Muslim. Ameen
I’m a passionate and a compassionate person, whatever I do I do with passion, looking at my profile you’d understand how much time, energy and passion I’ve invested into it lol
I belong to a family where women never work and my father spent a lifetime working very hard trying to provide the best of life to his wife &kids, so yes I’ve lived an amazing life, I own everything a soul could ever wish for in this worldly life. So nothing is gonna impress me but your wisdom, genuineness &responsible behavior. Shallow time wasters, just get lost! I’m on here looking to complete my deen. I am not looking to adopt a boy then share bills, have arguments for loyalty etc and end up damaging my current beautiful life.
My man is a leader, he loves God , he is trustworthy, faithful, responsible and my future kids should look up to him as the best dad! Someone who is ready to take the lead but at the same time does not dictate 😀 I'm willing to offer the best of me to the right person, I'm a mirror, you'll see yourself in me. I’m a mega giver, and would like another mega giver so that together we could help change lives. It is very important for me to be with a man who absolutely loves Allah swt, because I'd want to enjoy this temporary life with you while working on spirituality together, trying to get closer to God everyday InshaAllah.
I do not apply make up etc and don't get any surgeries done to attract u, so if u’d like a fashion model around pls move on. I like to keep my circle very small. My siblings &I do a lot of adventures /activities, so I never felt the need of having any friends etc, and I am not at all looking for friends or a bf. And to those idiots asking for my Instagram in first message, I don't have Instagram etc! I'm not a social media freak!!
My parents have been eagerly waiting to play with my kids lol so I have to be really quick in my search lol but This is from Allah swt alone. I have a hard time adjusting with those who are muslim just because they were born to muslim parents, i think the best person for me would be someone who has taken the time to find his lord and doesn’t just follow anything blindly
The marriage apps are intended for a noble purpose but are so full of junk unfortunately, so if you’re the one I’ve been looking for, please don’t hesitate to send me a message, sending only interest won’t work as your interest may get lost in a lot of junk interests
PS. I’ve been a bit sick in the past years due to wrong medicine given by money making healthcare system which damaged my lungs, liver, stomach blood, it wasted several years of my life but I have recovered fully Alhamdullillah using herbs etc. I now am kind to myself and I need to be with a kind man who wouldn’t think I’m crazy when I won’t trust any food or medicine easily.
Anyway, when I was all ready to die God gave me a new life. Indeed it is He who gives life and causes death and to him we shall return.
