In the name of Allah most gracious most merciful. I'm a new revert muslim as of December 8th 2015, Alhamdulilah, I truely fear Allah and I practice this deen to the best of my ability. I just recently departed with a disbelieving Catholic women, although I had a sincere love for her, and her for me. She didn't give me the reassurance of our kids (which we will not have now) would grow up teaching our kids Islam. I've made the right decision to move on and InshAllah find me the real women Allah has destined for me. InshAllah