Helahel

JAKOB

30 - Sunni

Kalmar, Sweden

Dec 9, 2017 17:16

As salam alaikum wa rathmathullahi wa barakthu
.I am a revert who has been practicing Islam for real now About 1,5 year. With "for real" I mean it was then I began to strive to live my life through Islam's all guidelines and fundamentals. From the quran and the sunnah .
Before I began to practice, I began to take guiding from Allah Subhana Wa'tala, and embraced much of the Sunnah, and received an incredible love for the guidance and happines that Islam can give to all of us. Alhamdulillah rabil alamin, I fasted my first time in 2016 , and it is among the best things I have ever done, subhana rabbiyal atheem, it was under my fast my iman and taqwa got the strongest. Alhamdulillah, now the latest Ramadan was also a very nice and great feeling (the best thing I've done in life is no doubt when I embraced Islam and began to live like Allah Subahana wa'tala and the Prophets Guide Us to Live. i seek much knowledge of the faith I feel great love for & of course, Allah Subahana wa'tala himself and the Prophets, God's blessing and grace be opon them all. I allways want and try to evolve and go forward in the deen.

Actually, I feel a little naive of being a member on a site like this, knowing that if Allah Azza Wjal wants to bless me with a wife and Inshallah children, there is no need for a "dating side" . But the reason I still do that is that I often dream and think that I want to have a wife, a wife who helps me in this life torwards akhira But also someone I can help in this life and to the next. I taught often about building a family before I reverted but not really in the same
strong way as ido now. Now i feel stronger for it than ever .. but i know you have to have sabr.
I have never been a person who has believed in this to have "girlfriends" and " Boyfriends "It has never been in my mind and I have never had the mentality that today is common among guys torwards the other gender

I dont want to waste any of my sisters time so i should mention that due to financiall situation/study i cannot marry right now but hope inshallah i will be able to soon if i find the right women.
Allahu alam

Allso i got dreams and plans for deeper studies about my religon, inshallah in another country, Medina or were ever Allah subhana wa'tala takes me.
So moving from Sweden will inshallah happen,