Helahel

SENJAKU

29 - Sunni

Yogyakarta, Indonesia

Apr 29, 2022 13:32

I'm a 27 years old woman who is trying to build a great family. My family is a conservative (or traditional, some might see it that way) and low-middle-class family. I have my parents and one younger brother (18 years old). I live with my family, mainly because they asked me to stay. I work as a freelance writer. That's also the reason why I stay with my parents since I can work from anywhere.

I feel inferior about my body, both my height and my weight. I was bullied a lot by boys when I was a teenager, resulting in me not caring about my body. I was very naive, thinking someone will just accept me for who I am. But of course, that's not really the case. Everyone wants the best version of them. I'm kinda late realizing this, but it's better late than not making any progress at all. So yeah, I'm currently overweight but I'm working to get myself into the ideal body that's healthy.

I'm a religious person. This is a bit subjective, I guess, depends on what parameters we use to call someone religious. I pray 5 times a day plus often sunnah prayers as well such as night pray. I read Quran almost daily. My memorization isn't the best as I don't specify a goal, but I'd love to do that soon. I wear a hijab, the one that covers the chest area. I don't really follow fashion, but as long as it's not too tight and covers what needed to be covered I'm good.

My personality, I'd say I'm pretty talkative. I'll be quiet when I'm in a new environment or with people who chat a lot, but I'll become talkative once we get close or I'm in a group of people that has no one to lead the conversation. I don't usually get angry or raise my voice, I usually just stay silent if I'm really upset or angry.
I see myself as open-minded. I can respect other people's lives and different views on things.