MUHAMMAD ABDULLAH ALDHABI

Bismillah I wasn't born into a Muslim family, but as a child as far back as I can remember used to look up at the stars, and ponder upon the creation. Alhumdulillah Allah guided me to Islam in 2004. I was like a leaf blown in the wind. I never doubted the truth - I accepted Islam as my way of life. I've had a hard life to be honest with plenty of trials, but it says Allah tests those whom He loves. I had everything everyone enjoys in life a nice house, a nice car, a nice job. However at the age of 32yrs, "I'm 36 now", lost my health with a very rare siezure disorder. This medical condition placed hardships upon me being able to attain employment, so I lost my job, house, car, wife and everything really. I'm now stable for the most part; although I have almost died 4xs within the last few years. I'm just being honest upfront as I feel I should have the same opportunity that every muslim desires, and that's to find the other half to my heart. I don't have anything to offer as I'm on disability, but I have Allah. I love Allah SWT more than Anything and Everything, and I have no love for this Dunyaa. My goal in life is to become one who's foremost in faith and foremost in the hereafter InshAllah. Allah has a wife for me in the Jannah I know this with a conviction in my heart, however if there is a righteous sister who desires a righteous man and finances or not at the top of your list, and your heart yearns for a man that gives in Sadaqa/charity even when he's in need - then make Istikhara and see what Allah might put in your heart to write a Muslim like me. Asalamu Alaykum may Allah forgive and protect the Ummah of Muhammad SAW...