Im new here.Just found out this forum sect today.Pls correct me if Im wrong.Sometimes I just wondering if this really what I want?A spouse,marriage etc.Am I the only one here who think that way? It's kinda big dilemma in my mind,whether to find someone that totally stranger to become half of my life forever just because tired being lonely all this time,or just stop all these "gambles" and carry on life alone forever,afraid of commitment that I'd been through before;an abusive
and unhappy relationship.
That's the reason why I always hesitate to start a fresh relationship in here or out there.
Plus Im not a perfect person,inside and out😞..